The stranger within

Those that know me, know that I've never been able to really answer this question. I always replied with the same thing; "I was reading a magazine with my mom a year before coming here and saw an article on Burj Al Arab and said that's where I'm going. When I got the job in Dubai, I had no idea that 'building' was in the same country."  I put it all down to perhaps a coincidence or maybe even fate. Well, I think I finally figured out the answer...and that in a space of an hour after reading The Celestine Prophecy! If I play out my life in SA, had I stayed there, chances are I'd still be going to church 5/6 times a week, be married to some church guy and probably have a crying baby somewhere. I'd be happy, coz I'd have known of nothing else.  But I moved to Dubai and my perception of everything around me changed bit by bit, day by day. This might come as a shock but when I moved to Dubai I hated muslims because of riots that took place in Ca...

Across the ocean you call To say good morning and good night To hear my voice To make you smile Across time zones you send your love To keep me happy To keep me laughing To make me feel your love Across time and space This love still blossoms Every day with every breath Every hour with more depth Distance is our only obstacle to over come And it shortens as love grows This time is ours Our time has come

Now considering the party I had for my 30th, I thought it might be hard to top this year! 30th birthday having been a white theme penthouse party ;) Turning 31 in Thailand was a blast!!! My bff Cathy flew out from Australia and brought along Miss Tara, who turned out to be a pretty awesome Aussie chica. I flew from Dubai with Miss Dee by my side and off went us 4 girls to have what was an unforgettable adventure!! From ziplining in Koh Phangan to being on the beach at midnight at the Full Moon party to celebrate my 31st, to wigging it in Phuket (Poo-ket not Fukit), floating to James Bond and Phi Phi island, and pole dancing on Bangla road, sipping cocktails at Lebau in Bangkok and floating away in the market. It was jam packed and fun filled....and we have over 2000 photos to prove it! hehehe!!! Thank you ladies for making it THE BEST birthday to date!!! You all rock xxx And a short clip from Koh Phangan made by Miss Glorious! http://youtu.be/muEPNXVRRvM Clip from Phuket h...

I sometimes wonder how it is that I can see so much and see so little at the same time... Bits and pieces here and there of things to come. It makes me sound like a crazy person at times trying to articulate what I've seen, especially when it's not something good. I remember when I told my sister my mom would pass away and she told me I was just a little crazy and to put down the tarot cards. But only, I didn't read any cards for that.... And why is it though that when you warn people of something bad to come, they refuse to listen until it stares them square in the eye and there's nothing else to do but face it and accept it. I know, change can happen at any time, but rarely have I had a change in seeing something in advance. My morning dreams are my guides and those guides are so accurate, they could make money being tour guides in the Bermuda triangle!! I sometimes just figure out the meanings too late....enter dream of my sisters house being flooded the morning be...

Be a good friend and you will be surrounded by good friends. Don't judge people unless you want to be judged by them. Don't pick fights with friends unless you're willing to lose them for it. Be kind to strangers, coz you never know when you'll need the kindness of a stranger.

I can feel my heart slipping away It is no longer just mine It is no longer his either You're stealing it with every word With every smile With every look My heart that took so long to heal Is whole again To love again To feel again  And you're stealing it with every touch With every breath With every glance I can feel my heart slipping away Across the oceans Across the mountains Across the room to be near you So you're stealing it with every nod With every wave With every hug My heart is slipping away Finally whole Finally healed....

He kisses me And thinks I'm his He holds my hand And thinks my heart is no longer mine I say "Hello" He hears "I love you" I smile He thinks I swoon I stopped to speak... He thinks too much