The stranger within

Darkness surrounds me Depression enfolds me Why am I never enoug Why is ME not much I walked out feeling inadequate No light for me was lit The one time I needed you I couldn't find you I'm lost I need to find my way At all costs Or I'll never stay Your love kept me here Now you're not around to wipe my tear I can't see the light I've lost my last bit of might Written 09-09-03

Hit me, kick me Beat me down Why not? I'm dead already I feel for nothing I feel for no one Shoot me, stab me Wound me bad Who cares? I'm obviously insignificant No one sees me No one hears me Poison me, starve me Slave me till the end Where? Anywhere you want Anytime you want Kill me, kill me Let me die Stop? What the fuck I've reached my end Written 2003

I woke this morning and all I could think of was cooking!!! And so I did.... Starter: Pumpkin soup made from scratch  Overall time to make the soup was 2.5hrs but boy was it worth it!!! Main course: Fish on a bed of zucchini & tomato Cooking time 30 minutes Dessert: Carrot and walnut muffins (no frosting, I don't have a big sweet tooth) Time to make 30 minutes. No they are not burnt, I chose to use brown sugar instead of white sugar so it comes out a tad darker... Boy, I love being artistic!!! Food starts in my head and rarely comes out bad, considering I cook without using recipes :) Bon appetite to me!!! 

Do we know each other from another life Have we met before This connection we have Never lets me go What pulls you back to me Why do you show up always I wake from my dream And wonder when will you let me go Let me go Just let me live Our life together never made you happy So why not, just let me go