Numb

I actually wrote this as a song...but seeing as no one listens to me in the shower, I thought I'd post it here too :)

The door has shut, no light can enter
A deafening silence from a heart that beats no longer
The touch of your kiss lingers
Your embrace still so real

I hold on to my memories
Crying to never let go
Not shedding a tear
You will never know my fear

I’ve become numb
You will never know
I’ve become numb
I will never show

Of the heartless group I’ve become a member
The pain you left me with makes me stronger
Day by day it passes
My love for you has faded

I think of you holding me
I think of you touching me
I think of you lying
When you said you’d leave me never

I’ve become numb
You will never know
I’ve become numb
I will never show

I wake to a new day
Your memory has faded
I open my eyes
I’m finally rid of your lies

I’ve become numb
But it will never show

Hold me now, you want to
Leave me never, you promise
Leave me now I tell you
Forget me never is your fate

I’ve become numb
And inside, inside I hide the smile that always linger…